Holy cow it's been a crazy two weeks! The last week in Logan was a whirlwind of sisters' conference, District Meeting, Departing missionaries' temple trip, the Martin Harris pageant (twice), and the departing missionaries' dinner. It was all crazy, and if I wrote about it in detail, this email would probably reach the length of a short novel. Suffice it to say, Utah was wonderful, leaving was sad, and now I'm in Taiwan.
Travel to Taiwan was surprisingly fun, despite the fact that we're not allowed to watch movies, so we spent the entire 13 hour flight staring at the little flight map. It was really funny to look around and see 20 different missionaries listlessly zooming in and out on different parts of the world. The reason I had 20 different missionaries to laugh at is that I met up at the airport with everyone from my MTC group who was going to Taichung! They've been in the MTC for the past 6 weeks while I've been running around Logan. Needless to say, they were all extremely excited to be out of the MTC, and over the time we were traveling, we experienced several miracles.
We had to fly from Salt Lake to Los Angeles to San Francisco, which was rather annoying, but it's also where we had our first miracle. There was a group of Chinese schoolkids waiting for our same flight from LA to San Fran, so for an hour or so before our flight we all got a chance to practice our Chinese and teach these kids about the gospel. One kid got very excited and started talking to me, because he was also Christian. We talked for a good half hour about everything from the gospel to food to tanning. Tanning is not easy to discuss in Chinese. Partway through our conversation, four other guys walked up to us, said they'd met some of the other missionaries, and asked me to tell them about Jesus. I happily complied. It was quite a switch from being in Utah, where everyone thinks they know more about Mormonism than you do.
Travel miracle number two was our mysterious lack of jet lag. Taiwan is a 14 hour difference, but none of us had any issues with jet lag. I chalk it up to two reasons: 1: judicious use of melatonin, 2: missionaries get seriously awesome and inexplicable blessings. Also, we pretty much operate in a constant state of jet lag, so maybe we just couldn't see a difference.
Now I'm in Taiwan, and it's freaking amazing. I love this country so, so much. It's weird and crowded and beautiful and confusing. And humid. Very, very humid. Thankfully, I'm towards the north of the mission, so it's not nearly as humid and hot as it could be. Also, our bedroom has AC, so life is good.
My trainer #2 is Sister Smith, and she's awesome. She loves books and movies so we have plenty to talk about. She also loves paleontology, so I've been learning a lot about dinosaurs and the scientific discrepancies in Jurassic Park. I love it! She's been taking good care of me, showing me which of the weird snacks are good and which contain tea, seafood, or blood, and easing me into biking on increasingly busier streets.
One of my biggest fears coming out was biking. Before coming out, I think I'd ridden a bike about 2 times in the last year. To my surprise though, I absolutely love biking! Traffic in Taiwan is crazy, so we're constantly weaving around cars and bikes and scooters. As far as I can tell, the only real rule is to obey traffic lights. The shops come right up to the edge of the streets, so I feel like I'm constantly connected with the city. As we ride, we wave and call out to the people on the edge of the street, and have mini conversations with people on scooters at intersections. I love it! Since we're both white and blonde, a lot of people are very excited to see us and practice their English.
The area I'm in is called Daya, and it's about 40 minutes west of Taichung. Since it's not a super touristy area, so far the only other white people I've seen are the other missionaries in the area. The other day we were at an intersection, next to a mom and her little daughter on a scooter. The little girl delightedly pointed at us and yelled, 'mama kankan! Waiguoren!' (look mom! Foreigners!)
Missionary work here is... daunting. Chinese is a serious challenge. We do most of our contacting on the street, in parks, and in 7-11s. Most people don't want to talk to us, and when they do, I usually can't understand them. It gets a little easier when we talk about the gospel, but it's still hard. Because I'm so obviously inadequate right now, I've been able to see the hand of God in my life abundantly. Honestly, I think it's a miracle every time someone understands what I'm saying.
I had a really cool experience the day we left for our areas. In the morning, all of us new missionaries had about an hour and a half of personal study. During that time, I studied a bunch about the gift of discernment, and my purpose as a missionary. In my study journal, I wrote myself a reminder of why I'm here. I wrote that I'm not here because I love torture by Chinese immersion, or because I love leaving my family for 18 months, or because I think i'm an incredible teacher, I'm here because I love God. Then I stopped, dumbfounded by my last statement.
Let me explain why that last bit was so important. Several years ago in a general conference or fireside or something, a former mission president gave a talk where he talked about many different experiences he'd had while serving as president. One thing he said was that when he interviewed the incoming missionaries, he always asked them why they were here. They all gave various reasons, and he said that he could tell which ones would be the most successful because they were the ones that said they were there because they loved God. That really struck me, and I've had it in the back of my mind throughout the process of preparing and coming out on a mission. When I came out, I couldn't honestly say that that was my reason for going on a mission. I knew that the gospel was true and good, and I wanted to serve, but my relationship with God wasn't to a point where I could say that I was there specifically because I loved him. I've continued to work on my relationship with him with the goal that eventually I would be able to say that. Then on Wednesday, I just wrote that reason down without a thought, and almost missed that I'd reached a goal I've had for ages. The realization that I now truly am here because I love God and his gospel has given me added strength and purpose as I try to navigate teaching in a new language and culture. I know why I'm here, and God trumps all of the little difficulties that might stand in my way.
I was going to write about the food, but I'm out of time and this email's too long anyway. For now I'll just say that mangoes here are the best food I've ever eaten, and you should all look up a recipe for danbaofan (fried rice omlet) and make it right now.
have a great week!
Hull Jiemei
Pics:
1: we got the most incredible mango smoothies I've ever had at this tiny smoothie shop. There were real chunks of mango in it. Please ignore the face I'm making.
2: This is danbaofan, and it's perfect. The restaraunt was bear themed.
3: Me and sister Smith, my trainer. She's awesome!
4: This is the view out of one of our apartment windows. I absolutely adore everything about this area that I live in now. It's so beautiful! I promise it's prettier in person. The picture's kinda depressing.